Graduation Day.

omg. I just found a pick up line that I think is sweet actually.

"Can I take a picture of you? I want to show Santa what I want for Christmas."

Everyone's probably heard that, but I HAD to post it. Issocute~! ^.^

... What? I'mnotweird. ;-;

I've come up with a goal to be a more disciplined and balanced person. I have so many responsibilities, so many different groups of friends, and so many things that I enjoy doing, that I totally get off track and get lost in some things and lose others.

On a random note, I have recordings of 4 songs that I've played with the school band, and can e-mail them to anyone interested in hearing them, just let me know you want them and leave me your e-mail address to send them to. :3

As for an actual life update, Gram's in the hospital again, I don't have any more band functions until toward the end of next month, graduation is June 5th as of right now. I'm ADDICTED to paintball and wanna go again.

I really want to watch the last parts of Trigun, but I lost my disc with those episodes and it makes me sad. D: Then again, I probably don't wanna see Wolfwood go byebye. ;-; I would also like to see the Battle City season of YGO again, but I haven't the slightest clue where those discs are.

You know what I really miss? The Oracle Zelda GB games. I saw a manga book of Oracle of Seasons in Coffee tree. XD (Din♥)

Anyway. I have AP English homework to be done.

ANON MEME

Spent yesterday paintballing. Yes. I paintballed. ._. It was fun, but I hit my own teammate once... Other than that I did pretty well. XD But omg I LOVE my paintball gun. <3 I'm DEFINITELY sore now though.I'm so out of shape. ;-;

Now today, I get to spend the day at the hospital because Gram needs fluid drawn off of her lungs again.

Sick again... but this time it's not just a sinus infection. My throat feels like it's been ripped apart, super-glued back together, and roughed up some more. So, stayed home from school today... which is bad because I've missed a whole bunch of school lately. So now I'm probably going to have an angry English teacher. Probably won't feel up to going to school tomorrow, either.

I didn't get the car... which is much more of a disappointment than it should be to me.

On the upside... I have Rob's very comfortable leather jacket. ♥

It's very possibly that I'm getting a car tomorrow.

2008 Chevy Aveo5 in a freakin beautiful dark grey (kinda charcoal-ish), black interior... I fell in love with with it. I've been calling it my car even though it's not yet, but hopefully, tomorrow it will be. Hopefully.

This is one of the songs we're playing in band right now... omfg beautiful... but it really makes me want to cry.

Going bowling tomorrow with Rob and a few other band friends, and we're going to watch Knowing, too. Yay Nic Cage! ♥ I think other than that, I'll spend my weekend playing my clarinet.

omg... sooo... effing... sick.
I'm not going to school today. I'm going to have one mad AP English teacher tomorrow.

I should SO be asleep.

Daamn you restless mind.

Oh, and NCIS = bestshowever.

This is one of the few inanimate objects in the world that could make me possibly the happiest person alive.

If only I hadn't been cut off of social security and could drive and have a job. ;-;
I've always wanted an instant camera. Which, many would argue that a digital cam pretty much IS an instant camera, but I want the pictures I take to come out, in honest to goodness picture form, right before my eyes. Grandpa had one like this when I was growing up and nothing amused me more... but it broke, and got so old that we couldn't find the type of film for it.



As for actual life updates... I'm getting sick again, things are still hectic with Grandma and I'm still worrying, I'm really truly dreading college, and not even for academic reasons, but I want high school to be over.

tiffer
1. An object being highly under-valued.
2. An object that possesses values that no ordinary human can ascertain.
3. A creature that has procured perfection through its imperfectness.

And Tiffany means epiphany, or appearance of God.

My name's pretty cool yo.

I DROVE to the mailbox today (which is at the beginning of the trailer park I live in, and we're one of the last trailers, so it's not as lame as it sounds... okay, maybe it is.)

I'm totally on my way to learning how to drive though. Which... excites me and terrifies me at the same time.

If Rob does get to come over today, I know what I'm making. Chocolate cupcakes with coffee icing. I'm so gunna make that. I really really really hope he figures out whether or not he can come over soon so I can know whether or not I can make them for his birthday or not jawbhLHFNJKFNJFK.

This concept totally excites me though, srsly.

Note to self: Don't bother.

Seeing Rob on his birthday is NOT looking promising. -.-
And I was going to bake him a cake...

Rob has paintball all day on Valentine's Day. -.-

I detest his paintball team. They have paintball on days when it's like, 0 degrees in the morning, teens through the day. And it would be nice if they had some respect for their members who are in a relationship so that the couples could maybe, you know, spend V-Day with each other. And Rob's not an official members of the team yet, he's a "probational" member do he can't skip it or anything without the possibility of them telling him he won't be able to make his way into the team.

I don't think I've ever had a Valentine's Day that I've actually enjoyed.

On a happier note, his birthday is Friday.

You really have a knack for pointing out my faults.

Aaaaaaarrrrrrgh. I do NOT like poetry. Especially writing it. Especially for AP English.

"Write a symbol poem choosing some aspect of nature to represent an emotion, a human trait, or a global issue."

I want to express how weather is a lot like life. It has it's beautiful times, and it's destructive times, and both are inevitable. But I can't get the words formed poetically. I even have some of the symbolism worked out in my mind. Like, how the wind will push the clouds away to let the sun shine through. The clouds would be the bad times, the wind pushing the clouds aside could be friends, loved ones, or whatnot that helps you to deal with and even rid of the bad, and the sunshine would obviously be the happy times. But I can't put it into words.